Tuesday, September 1, 2009
it's been a roller coaster ride,
is it just me,
OR
did MERDEKA this year seems so i don't know, L-A-M-E?
so poorly planned.
was expecting more since they put all those PERPADUAN advertisments up on TV,
but sadly no.
after the sad/depressing/hectic/suicidal August cloud flew away,
i begin to see things a little more...
i would say, optimistic.
not to mean i've been pessimistic all along.
but that's just the way it is.
life's SO MUCH BETTER when it's labeled with fear.
always sink in securities,feeling defeated.
been there, done that.
after trials, so-no-mood to study ade la.
feel so suck-ish and lazy.
pathetic reasons, i know.
but i've SERIOUSLY turned into a rotten pig during hols,
i'm even lazy to bathe.
(kill me la....)-i think i might even be lazy to be killed .LOLS.
i have never been in such agony for such a long long long long time.
just when i think i'm no longer a worrywart, things tend to turn the whole way round.
RESULTS RESULTS.
GRRR. results.
i managed to score just a couple of A's.
WHY.?
no tuition lo.
lazy to cary me lazy ass to study=.=
TUITION will be my one and only weapon.xD
i've been tuition-less. but i have to say,
pretty satisfied with how my marks turned out.
wasn't expecting to come this far,
if only kerajaan happen to change their minds & make 75 an A
then, then, then,
straight A's shall appear.......=)
***
is it just me,
OR
did MERDEKA this year seems so i don't know, L-A-M-E?
so poorly planned.
was expecting more since they put all those PERPADUAN advertisments up on TV,
but sadly no.
after the sad/depressing/hectic/suicidal August cloud flew away,
i begin to see things a little more...
i would say, optimistic.
not to mean i've been pessimistic all along.
but that's just the way it is.
life's SO MUCH BETTER when it's labeled with fear.
always sink in securities,feeling defeated.
been there, done that.
after trials, so-no-mood to study ade la.
feel so suck-ish and lazy.
pathetic reasons, i know.
but i've SERIOUSLY turned into a rotten pig during hols,
i'm even lazy to bathe.
(kill me la....)-i think i might even be lazy to be killed .LOLS.
i have never been in such agony for such a long long long long time.
just when i think i'm no longer a worrywart, things tend to turn the whole way round.
RESULTS RESULTS.
GRRR. results.
i managed to score just a couple of A's.
WHY.?
no tuition lo.
lazy to cary me lazy ass to study=.=
TUITION will be my one and only weapon.xD
i've been tuition-less. but i have to say,
pretty satisfied with how my marks turned out.
wasn't expecting to come this far,
if only kerajaan happen to change their minds & make 75 an A
then, then, then,
straight A's shall appear.......=)
***
but if I let go, then I will never know.
what we could have been, 11:50 PM.
