Tuesday, June 16, 2009
i've never felt nothing in world like this before,& now i'm missing it,
wishing it would come back right through my door,
why did it have to go,
now i'm all alone.
-another failure
-dissapointments after dissapointments
-stress is building
anger is rising
-depression is on its way
Just Another Failure.
time after time, i told myself:
-work harder
-play less
-avoid mistakes
-never have regrets
but, after the first semester,
tears began to pour in.
i guess i did not study hard enough.
but overall
im contented/satisfied/glad its over.
try harder next time
-yeah right. like i can.
i CANNOT
aih. so what la.
planning to tell dad:
-aiya. i din go tuition ma. others who went did worse than me.
-my amibition has nothing to do with my weak subjects LOL
yup. that's pretty much it.
on the contrary, i hope he gets it
bottom line_________dissapointed.
PPT could never get any worse could they?
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" all of a sudden, i've given up on being happy. why do i have to pretend to care when i actually don't?-i don't care & so does He "
what we could have been, 11:31 PM.
