& I’m the kind of girl who doesn't say much,
sometimes, I don't know what to say at all.
but when I do say something, I mean every word.
I don't want to be like every other teenage girl,
I want to be remembered;
and i want my voice to make a difference in someone's life.
Look between the lines. Read between the words. Beacuse the most important things, are left unsaid and unheard . sometimes when i say "oh im fine" i want someone to look me in the eyes and say "tell me the truth"
ask anyone and they’ll tell you how happy i’ve been lately.
i haven’t felt this amazing in a very long time.
a lot of this has to do with you walking into my life.
my best friends singing my heart out
to stupid pop music. I live for laughing
until I cry over inside jokes that nobody
else gets. I live for wrestling around with
people 10 times bigger than me, knowing
that they would never hurt me. I live for
late night conversations with people who
actually care. I live for doing nothing at
all with people that mean everything to me.
I live for being bored as hell with my best
friend on a party night, but having it be
okay because at least we're together. I
live for love and friendship. I live for the
things that I will always remember.
I'm the kind of girl who kicks the soda machine because it ripped me off. The kind who skips with friends down the mall then stops and says All of a sudden, BAM, you're in high school. it's that... i believe in sleeping in. Teenage girls: We laugh too loud, i look at all the pictures of the past..thinking of how the years went by so fast...
"Never mind, I know to many people here today."
The kind who can always win an argument because I start to get illogical.
The kind who likes to get noticed.
The kind who is afraid of everything.
The kind who will hug you without even knowing your name.
The kind who will talk for hours on the phone when you might not ever be there.
The kind who doesn't order a salad on a date.
The kind who doesn't really know who she is, but will never forget what she isn't.
The kind who has a hard time letting go.
The kind who has OCD traits and wants everything to be perfect.
The kind who wants to find the one.
Everyone's partying, drinking, fighting, gossiping, experimenting,
and God knows what else.
It makes you wonder where the little kids you knew went to.
being so hyper,
sliding on the kitchen floors,
putting our hair in a side pony tail
... kinda day.
I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80.
I believe in jamming out in the car.
I believe in kisses on the forehead.
I believe in smiling until your cheeks hurt,
& laughing until you cry.
I believe in being crazy with your friends.
I believe in taking chances.
I believe in swinging on swings
& running in the rain.
I believe in random acts of kindness.
I believe in saying hello to anyone & everyone.
I believe in being young.
go insane over small things, obsess over small things,
sing off key, act weird, have to buy things, need to
be friends with, can't go to the bathroom alone,
eat too much, ask if we're fat often, cry all the time,
stay up all night, but that doesn't matter,
cause we love each other anyway,
& that's one thing we are good at.
the dances, the parties, the pictures, the laughs. The shoulders to cry on and cute photographs...
The people i've known since way back when.
the new kids came every now && then..the friendships you make come && go...
but theres alway those few you'll always know.
now as we go our separate ways, i know i'll always remember these days
Scream at when you're hyper. Hug when you're
depressed. Have long phone calls with. Group
e-mail almost every single day. Giggle with about
that boy. Shout sarcastic comments at. Cry with
when you're hurt. Eat with every single lunch. Just
absolutely love too much. Yeah, those are the ones
that make life, worth living.
Everyone thinks I"m indestructable
The girl who never flinches.
The girl who always has a smile on
The girl whos gone through nothing
The girl who has no scars
& I don't want to live behind a wall of laughter & smiles anymore
I want people to understand me
I want people to understand how hard it is to be me
& deal with all this crap
& still be expected to be happy
Its not fair!
Why can everyone else just fall apart
While I have to keep it all together?
why do humans hate each other?
-obviously cause of our human nature & our DNA's are diff.
no kiddin'...it can be serious.
diff DNA's means living among colourful maps of people,
whom sometimes...we dont like of course.
during BM & MT period,
we even used silly emoticons & drew out our thoughts...
all inside that one piece of paper...
but fear not...
i have the proof...
tadaaaa~~~ our masterpiece!
oops...the vulgar words we used
pretty nicely written don't you tink?
the names are ade highlighted to make it obvious. hehebut i shan't say who and what we talked about tho'
too personal to tell
by just opening our eyes & shutting our ears during P&P.
She talks too loud.
She says things that she should keep to herself.
She's slow and silly.
She can be very thickheaded and rude.
She wants too much.
She stays hidden behind a fake smile.
She cries at night to the sad songs on the radio.
She runs away from the truth.
She doesn't want to do anything but lay in his arms.
dance in the rain just to get soaked,
call a friend just because you care,
smile just because you can
and laugh just to make people stare
she's not like every other girl. she doesnt give
a shit what she looks like and to her make-up
is a waste of time. she will eat like a pig and
not care if they make fun of her. she'll be a
dork and she'll act stupid. and if you havent
noticed, she probably has the best friends
around. and its not because she's a stupid
fake teenager, its cause she's herself:) :)
just give up being others & start being yourself FB!
i'm the type of girl that my friends describe as funny, nice, that music has helped me survive, God was always there, and who fell down a lot and hard. my family describes me as a girl that just doesn't know what/who she wants, she knows where she wants to be and how to get there, and who needs a little shove in the right direction every now and then... my enemies would say that the only reason they hated me... is because their boyfriends cheated on them and they all say that i'm the only person that could do something that couldn't be replaced... and i had found my place in this world... Don't you hate the feeling when your throat hurts from all the tears you're holding back,
and you can't control the words coming out of your mouth?
There are just too many things you havent said.
This is for the girls:
who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages,
who have tried to make someone understand
through a subliminally profile. Who have time and time again,
dropped their male friend hint after hint, only to
watch him chase after someone else.
You know what's good about
talking to people through the computer?
They can never see you cry.
she was the kinda girl who never
let guys get the best of her ....
the kinda girl who didn't need
a guy to make her happy ....
the kinda girl who didn't fall in love easily
until that one guy came along ....
what's different about us, is that we're friends.
well, maybe we're not just friends,
but the base of all we know is friendship.
The best friends are the ones that you
don't have to talk to everyday, who understand
why you didn't take their advice to not call
him or why you keep going back to him again.
The ones who call you at 4am to let you know
they're drunk, who listen when they've heard
the same story a thousand times, the ones who
call just to say hi. & whether you're dancing
on the table or passed out drunk, they'll turn
and say, "hell yeah, that's my best friend."
Sometimes the questions are simple
but the answers are complicated.
just like blankets,mothers stand united.Happy Mother's Day!!
to all mothers out there,
went to church as usual,
couldn't wake up, =(
simply because i had to use the comp for 4 hours last nite,
stayed up late & waited for my sis to come home.
i'm so tired, im barely here
1. Help, I have done it again 2. I don't care, no I wouldn't dare Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again venue: seafood restaurant time:12.30 pm status: tired, sleepy,& feeling miserable so there i was, waiting for the food to arrive, it was like waiting for some king to arrive, cause so darn late! ppl hungry liao wad... was sitting right next to Ps D =) Ps D: annjill, take the chicken la...[with a persuasive grin,asking me to eat] me: no thx, cannot go in ade la[ i normally dun say no to chickens, but dat was it!] Ps D: take la me: dun wan la Ps D: take la quickly, me hand pain ade [ omg.its so funny,i barely had time to laugh] me: haiyo.just take la.later say i tiau keh random notes: 1) my sis going to Aimst.- finally 2) something happened to the toilet, i had no idea what. 3) im sleepy-can u tell? 4) seven days of exam to kill, 3 panadols to take 5) i discovered boring-ness in life lately. |
