i enjoy the way i am, my life consists of almost contant fun.
and i break the rules all the time, and i get caught and i dont care.
i know that i shouldnt. i know i should be good.
i know God wants me to be good.
but i also think he wants me to enjoy life as much as i can.
i dont think i can be both.
i dont know what to do.
i'll update later.
..If I were a boy..
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
" i might regret knowing you,
but never did i regret loving it. "
