Wednesday, August 5, 2009

this is my heart, im giving it to you

be careful its beautiful like you

one drop or mistake and it will shatter into two

please be gentle, being broken is nothing new

I hope your special and really kind,

you make my heart race as fast as my mind.

IM ALIVE!! :D
& I did study okay?
ISH ISH.
the clock can never stop ticking.
my brain HAS GOT TO STOP functioning.
it might just explode with numerous and countless facts someday xD
school, as usual.
i prank & have been pranked.
made a calculator go missing for 2 days.
found it at 7.43 today.=)
had to adopt myself with the fact that i am,
facing TRIALS next week,
i suck so bad in reading,
i FEEL SO SMART ALREADY.
what the heck-i know.
BUT PEOPLE, LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!!
there's got to be more to life than just pure tortures right?
EXERCISE=)
i couldn't help but to say it out loud
I DID exercise.
20 minutes straight.
BLAHs.
NOT COUNTED.
walking on a track-mill isn't exactly exercising,
but at least i did move my muscles right???
LOLS.
gees-i got to continue living my gradual life,
though i'm practically all worn out & exhausted.
I NEED MY SWEETEST DRUG!!

all the 8 billion drugs in this world,
but its YOU i want.
without it, i'm just PLAIN INSCRUTABLE.

i can't live without my mocha lattes, late nights, beloved books, sparkly black nail polish, root beer floats, my bestfriends, cell phone, but most of all i don't think i would even be able to function without you.
i really think there's a reason that i like him so much. like something's telling me not to let him go. everytime i follow my heart, it leads to him. i mean, what other explanation is there? why is it that no matter how upset i am, i see him and can't help but smile? why is it that when he smiles i get that feeling my stomach? sometimes you just don't want to get near the person you admire or desire because you're afraid to see his imperfections, but you're more afraid that you've fallen for him.

what we could have been, 3:12 AM.