& I’m the kind of girl who doesn't say much,
sometimes, I don't know what to say at all.
but when I do say something, I mean every word.
I don't want to be like every other teenage girl,
I want to be remembered;
and i want my voice to make a difference in someone's life.
Look between the lines. Read between the words. Beacuse the most important things, are left unsaid and unheard . sometimes when i say "oh im fine" i want someone to look me in the eyes and say "tell me the truth"
ask anyone and they’ll tell you how happy i’ve been lately.
i haven’t felt this amazing in a very long time.
a lot of this has to do with you walking into my life.
my best friends singing my heart out
to stupid pop music. I live for laughing
until I cry over inside jokes that nobody
else gets. I live for wrestling around with
people 10 times bigger than me, knowing
that they would never hurt me. I live for
late night conversations with people who
actually care. I live for doing nothing at
all with people that mean everything to me.
I live for being bored as hell with my best
friend on a party night, but having it be
okay because at least we're together. I
live for love and friendship. I live for the
things that I will always remember.
I'm the kind of girl who kicks the soda machine because it ripped me off. The kind who skips with friends down the mall then stops and says All of a sudden, BAM, you're in high school. it's that... i believe in sleeping in. Teenage girls: We laugh too loud, i look at all the pictures of the past..thinking of how the years went by so fast...
"Never mind, I know to many people here today."
The kind who can always win an argument because I start to get illogical.
The kind who likes to get noticed.
The kind who is afraid of everything.
The kind who will hug you without even knowing your name.
The kind who will talk for hours on the phone when you might not ever be there.
The kind who doesn't order a salad on a date.
The kind who doesn't really know who she is, but will never forget what she isn't.
The kind who has a hard time letting go.
The kind who has OCD traits and wants everything to be perfect.
The kind who wants to find the one.
Everyone's partying, drinking, fighting, gossiping, experimenting,
and God knows what else.
It makes you wonder where the little kids you knew went to.
being so hyper,
sliding on the kitchen floors,
putting our hair in a side pony tail
... kinda day.
I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80.
I believe in jamming out in the car.
I believe in kisses on the forehead.
I believe in smiling until your cheeks hurt,
& laughing until you cry.
I believe in being crazy with your friends.
I believe in taking chances.
I believe in swinging on swings
& running in the rain.
I believe in random acts of kindness.
I believe in saying hello to anyone & everyone.
I believe in being young.
go insane over small things, obsess over small things,
sing off key, act weird, have to buy things, need to
be friends with, can't go to the bathroom alone,
eat too much, ask if we're fat often, cry all the time,
stay up all night, but that doesn't matter,
cause we love each other anyway,
& that's one thing we are good at.
the dances, the parties, the pictures, the laughs. The shoulders to cry on and cute photographs...
The people i've known since way back when.
the new kids came every now && then..the friendships you make come && go...
but theres alway those few you'll always know.
now as we go our separate ways, i know i'll always remember these days
Scream at when you're hyper. Hug when you're
depressed. Have long phone calls with. Group
e-mail almost every single day. Giggle with about
that boy. Shout sarcastic comments at. Cry with
when you're hurt. Eat with every single lunch. Just
absolutely love too much. Yeah, those are the ones
that make life, worth living.
Everyone thinks I"m indestructable
The girl who never flinches.
The girl who always has a smile on
The girl whos gone through nothing
The girl who has no scars
& I don't want to live behind a wall of laughter & smiles anymore
I want people to understand me
I want people to understand how hard it is to be me
& deal with all this crap
& still be expected to be happy
Its not fair!
Why can everyone else just fall apart
While I have to keep it all together?
